is pretty ok

just a few observations i’ve made again

i realised it’s really different from poly
as in the lives of my army friends.

let’s see

back then in poly:
1) i’m a joker cos ppl do laugh some times (esp liesl).
2) i generally prefer company of girls (easier to chat with, guys are usually not very talkative to each other, at least in my case)
3) i’m more of a listener than a speaker in a group. and i prefer to listen than talk
4) cliques are small and i totally enjoy it cos the focus (friends to friends) are not diluted
5) we have ‘boring’ or rather mundane leisure activities like eating good food and watching movie. but that was pretty fine even up till now actually.
6) there were girls. DUH. and i think it’s a very huge part of my life. no not the obscene way.
7) same course, pretty much same topic to talk about. similar interests and visions.

now in army (platoon specifically)
1) quieter as my joke doesnt really seem very fitting for the environment
2) quieter as i still prefer to talk to girls more as they’re easier to talk to
3) i’m still more or less a listener but it just doesnt feel the same. i’m expected to talk as well in some cases.
4) i don’t really count myself in any cliques or wad. not a bad thing but things just feel kinda diluted. only difference is whether i know u better than other platoon mates.
5) more night activities which i’m not really interested in. feels kinda out of place whenever an outing is suggested. oh well.
6) all guys.. mmm been repeated so many times, but i think i communicate with female better than i do with males.
7) same bmt, but mostly JC people. dunno wad to talk about when i’m with them. which explains why i’m quieter.

if you ask me. i’ll still prolly prefer my poly life in anyways.
cant be helped i guess. it may just be unfair to compare since poly is 3 yrs and i’ve only gone thru 1 month of bmt.
yeah btw bmt is over. and i guess that might have been the last time since i feel bonded like i was in red cross.
enjoyed the daring ‘outfit’ i had in OC night and all the cheers and shouting.

it was very fun to feel enthu.

back to ‘normal’ life.
i’m struggling if i should get myself my own psp. why?

pros
1) to watch videos (long batt hours and big screen)
2) portability
3) games (realised there’s quite a few games out there i actually enjoy)
4) all of above = easier to pass time in army when i’m bored.

cons
1) expensive as it’s not a need.
2) expensive cos i feel i’m overspending these days.
3) i’m wondering if this is just a short lived interest, if it is i’m indeed wasting money.
4) easier to pass time in army = less drawings and constructive work done on my part? no?

a few things i should/need to do in this coming months
1) wait for my saber lily and kannagi nendoroid to come
2) improve on my drawings and churn out some decent works
3) meet up with poly friends
4) slim down… mmmm…
5) read books that i’ve bought. they’re good.
6) prepare to get a display shelf for my beloved but small collection of figurines?
7) watch more anime.
celebrate mum’s bday
9) reduce my spendings after all these crazy buys

all right it’s almost 3. time to leave this post.
talk more next time.