this is one of the most demonic dream i ever had
to cut things very short. in the dream, i am myself. i cant remember why. i killed all the people i know around me. feeling extremely guilty, i tried to stab myself to death but i didnt dare. so i jumped off the building to death.
sounds nothing much but the thing is. it’s freaking damn real. i freaked out when i wake up lol
5 26am and blogging. lol wtf.
was watching kanon. i’d say it’s more slow moving compared to clannad. watch 4 eps and still not sure how things will go. some things similar to clannad. etc… the thing about dream at the start of the eps vs the world that has nothing except the girl and the toy.
if i’m comparing ep by ep. i like clannad more for now (ep 4 for kanon only cant say much)
but i really like fuko’s story still. very cute character.
one more comparison is the OP and ED. certainly i prefer clannad’s. so yea.
before i slp.
i had a dream from my last slp. twisted morals but engaging. i almost dunno if i’m 3rd person viewing or i’m the person anyhow. but if i’m the person i’m a female. blablabla. story’s kinda complicated to describe + terribly weird.
how in the world do u produce such dreams actually? been having alot of dreams lately. to the extent it affects my slp a lil. hokays. slp. and work tml.
i dream about you last night that we made up and became friends again been such a long time since i’ve had such dreams about you haha
getting more vivid dreams lately. all weirds stuff.
went to cmpb the 6th time, cmon who has gone there so many times already?! LOL
but for a good cause, all my medical fees are waived. WHEW…. it should have costed me some real good headphones.
vincent’s and mother’s bday’s approaching. hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
oh anyhow, i got the nyp letter saying i was awarded a diploma with merit. lol. i wanna get married more than merit though LOL
anyhow. just today i was wondering if u still listen to radio. and interestingly i got the answer.
hmmm. i dread the next day. RAWR
despite watching so many drama
i dreamt of none of them.
instead i dreamt of myself doing some maths qns in mcq format. took hours but couldnt even figure them out.
i approached harold and he mocked at me in a really really REALLY sarcastic way. in the end i stabbed his arm with my pencil LMAO
NEXT, i dreamt that i’m marrying ueno juri! WHOOOO. we were going to houses giving out invitation cards. omfg that’s kinda sweet!
just wanna blog about this before i go to school.
i dreamt of myself dying and becoming a ghost/spirit.
returned home to see my mother. she’s sad yet she didnt cry. apparently she couldnt see me and i had to try ways and means to tell her my existence.
lame? non scientific? these doesnt matter. i woke up because i couldnt take it and i almost cried for the 1st time in my life cause of a dream.
just trying to say before we hurt ourselves, think about our family 1st. you’re not the one going to be sad after you die or what.
i love my mum.
is that how you feel when you lose a kin
i dreamt. it was so heart wrenching that i actually woke up from it because it was too intense for me to take
my heart was thumping very very very fast. if it was any deeper into the dream i might have a heart attack or stroke.
not joking. but if that’s how you feel when you lose a kin. i’ve felt it.
i dreamt about myself in a weird ‘competition’ where u have to finish 420 dishes of food to win $40k
uh that sounded weird and i only finished up till the 7-8th dish and i woke up. LOL
side note but important. HA JI WON ROCKS!!!!
WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS?
wait wait.
i’ve vented my ‘anger’ and i certainly feel ok now lol.
just went thru a few entries of my blog almost 4 yrs ago and very interesting how much i’ve matured?
personally i think i certainly did matured. matured yet know how to chao keng.
i’m not as enthu i was, i mean for red cross or leadership. but my emotions management have improved as i know where to channel my frustrations to and how to gain back sanity asap.
not just these, my wordings have ‘matured’
no longer using weird kiddish sounding phrase/word/sentence.
so this dear blog keeps my growing up process and as long as wordpress is not down i will continue to blog.
had a very weird dream yesterday night.
1) i was in a very small space shuttle like a small boat. no shelter or wad, i’m in open space.
2) i flew beyond universe and so i saw alot of universes, extremely beautiful sight
3) descending, i look up to realise that those graphics looks kinda ‘jpg’ and weren’t treated professionally enough (e.g white pixel borders around them)
4) reached a typical hdb in the night. as i walked towards the lift, i saw different cats, without limbs here and there or even without eyes.
woke up feeling strange. but the 1st half of the dream was real good. man how did it become like this =o
okok, next up will really be my sis’s pastry and pizza.
i shall be her photographer =p
dreams.
had a gore one yesterday
some guy got his head pushed against a pool of acid. melted into a pool of blood, close up shot
another guy tried to save him and suffered the same fate =ooo
passed another week pretty ok-ly
let’s see how things goes
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