filled the room.
first of all, i was playing a visual novel. yes, it’s a hentai game but stop. the story is really quite nice but depressing however. and so after playing i turned on one of the soundtracks from the game. a music box version of one of the themes, which had a very soft and seemingly sad tune.
my winamp is on repeat mode so the bgm just looped and looped while i had to clean up my room cos uncle’s gonna pick up all the unwanted stuff tml for garang guni.
as i was tidying things up i saw many things.
red cross beret covered with dust.
one whole box of sketchbooks i’ve done all the way till now.
photo album from since i was a baby
some photos from red cross last time
some design fundamental assignment (oh well i threw them away)
a empty diary (titled as DAIRY, handwritten by me eons ago)
a box of fingerboards (some really expensive skateboard looking toys which u use ur finger to play with instead, pretty cool actually)
old army letters i received from last yr to this yr
a whole bunch of red cross notes which i treasured in the past (dumped still)
as i saw these stuffs the slightly sad bgm was looping over and over again.
cant help to feel slightly sad as well. especially memories like red cross. how enthusiastic i was
how full of drive i was. but all these just seem to zoom past and slipping off me pretty damn effortlessly.
sec sch wasnt much for me. all i could prolly remember is my chemistry teacher, muslim rice stall, and red cross. the rest was more on sganime. all the usual drawing outings and how i improved over the years.
poly life pretty much zoomed past me too. and it actually feels like i’ve gone back to square one.
why? i’m finding my way back to drawing anime. not a bad thing, actually it makes me feel like i know myself again. just a little discouraged that despite putting effort, my deviantart gallery still feels very neglected. that’s not gonna stop me from drawing more anyway.
typed pretty damn alot of words for now. last part is dedicated to the photo album. i was looking thru it. 2 things struck me.
1st was a photo where the aunt who’s currently living in my home was carrying me as a baby. it kinda made me felt a little bad for how i’m treating her now. (oh well sometimes i think she deserves it for being such a parasite to this house and my mum.)
2nd was quite a few photos of my mum carrying me and smiling really sweetly. that brought a warm smile on me. and i feel glad that i’m on very good terms with my mum.
k it’s time to do a breakthru, almost 500 words!
few anime i’ve watched/been watching recently
shakugan no shana – great anime with very interesting and complex concept. looking forward to season 3
detroit metal city – this is HARDCORE humor. the epicness can rival gurren lagann (not the same way of course)
nanatsuiro drops – pretty lame looking but super cute anime. as reviews have mentioned, the main girl looks seriously very moe.
toradora – only 1st ep out, voice by the same actress as shana. very interesting character designs, in terms of their personality. very good humor. palmtop tiger ftw!
clannad after story – only 1st ep out too, feels pretty different from the 1st season. the 1st ep was quite captivating compared to the whole of 1st season. very good start.
nogizaka haruka no himitsu – hmmm… not very motivated to watch on but i’ve downloaded all the eps. ep 1 seem like a normal romance story to me. i may be biased. will put it on low priority.
kohime munsou – looks like some ancient china settings with heroines trying to correct the corrupted world. didnt really feel motivated to watch on either. but well i’ve got all the eps for this too.
yes i’ve said a whole chunk of crap that i doubt people will understand. simply put it this way.
WATCH DMC CMON. if you’re bored or feeling depressed, watch detroit metal city and u will not look life the same away as it is again.
alright, i believe this has got to be the longest post i’ve ever written.
before i finish, saf says my pes status will come in within 2 weeks time. I HOPE i can TRUST them.
753 words.
