Vanilla Salt

Alright just when i was about to slp i listened to vanilla salt and i’m more energetic now
so let’s finish a tag

HAPPY TAG BNN EDITION

1. Each player of this game starts off with 10 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself.
2. People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 10 weird things/habits/little known facts as well as state this rule clearly.
3. At the end, you need to choose 10 people to be tagged and list their names.
4. No tags back!

* 10 weird things/habits/little known facts about moi

1. I really loved chocolate. Dark chocolate, that is. Poly friends will know how I like dark choco ranging from 72-99% pureness.

2. I can make such lame faces it’s stupid. wait.. this is well known isnt it?

3. I sleep with my head on top of  a pillow, and hug a bolster . So basically I sleep pretty normally.

4. I love rainy days. Except when I’m going out or going to work.

5. I prefer to be left alone while I play chinese chess.

6. I prefer to sms and msn then calling. I rarely touch the house phone because I ish not popular >:

7. I have very hard and heavy bones , but guess what? They’re covered with fats so it doesn’t really matter.

8. This point is the only point that I didn’t reference/modify from karty’s answer so it’s a little known fact no?

9. I like cute stuff. Like girls and chibi.

10. I like a reasonable amount of $$$ in my savings. I don’t like the feeling of being broke but I do like to pamper myself with good food and illustration books.

* 10 impossible/fictional characters that I want to tag to do this *

1. MSK

2. WKS

3. LKY

4. LHL

5. obama

6. mccain

7. bush

8. hilary

9. karty's turtle

10. c.c

END

alright taggers, please do not follow the bad example which i did.

on the surface

nothing much has happened.

but these 2 wks i learnt about my struggles.

i’ve been really trying hard to get ppl to appreciate my work on deviantart but most of what i get is plain disappointment.

just then someone i knew from sganime forum started posting his artworks in edmw
and i thought oh well i should just sexpose myself and get more exposure.

and so i started posting.
to be honest it’s been really some time since i felt this appreciated.

it’s generally a talk cock forum but i felt very encouraged in that thread.
sounds very drama mama huh.

that aside. i was talking about myself and struggles i like do now in the thread.
about people not appreciating my work, just pure scrutinising
about how little attention i get.

so someone in the forum asked:
what is art? .. . do u see through the eyes of others or for others to see through ur eyes … which do u concern more?

my english abit weak so i asked for more elaboration and she said:

1. see through ur own eyes .. . u unleash the inner soul tat speaks noh and ur imagination and perception of forms, styles or even colours fly like a soaring eagle tat no know limit …

2. see through other’s eyes .. . u worry in every strokes or application what other’s might say and not like to see … u propitiate or favour or suit people.. . so tat soul is cloistered forever

the moment she explained it, i saw something coming back to me.
remember the dog-chasing-happiness story on one of the more recent post?

i didnt realise i was just as trapped, just that it’s in another situation.
so stuck that i didnt realise.

the more drawings i did, the more unappreciated and unhappy i felt.

it’s seriously unexpected that i’ll get such advice in such a talk cock sing song forum but it really did help.

i can see things better now.

all i know is. style i dun have now. attitude is not clear now. vision is not sharp now.
i’ll take time, effort to go thru things. and most importantly enjoy what i do.

and so i’m moving on.

which brings me back to the fact that i should start more anatomy practices,
at least enough for me to draw ecchi poses properly XD

i have more things to blog about since it’s around a wk that i actually blog properly.

things like anime blablablablablablabla.
soon. it’s 6 21 AM now btw.

gone

dedicating this post to karty and lissy

on my latest picture hunts
i come across soul eater pics. and let me present just 2 here

.

subarashi~~~

isnt he cute~?

well…….

next……..

 

what are you girls expecting?

 

it’s REALLY

very

very

very

interesting!

to the

extent

i literally

said

‘fuck’

out!

what

could

it

be?!

 

presenting…

the.

 

almighty..

ex…

 

exxxx………….

exxxxxxx………………

safe for work porn

http://www.ebaumsworld.com/video/watch/959872/

i really dunno what to say.

just click it. just make sure ur parents are not around. but dun worry anyway, no nudity AT ALL

YO AH YO!!!

just watch them even if u dun understand hokkien/chinese LOL

 

i’m lost for words.

something i saw in the net

 Can I Borrow $25?

A man came home from work late, tired and irritated, to find his 5-year old son waiting for him at the door.

SON: ‘Daddy, may I ask you a question?’

DAD: ‘Yeah sure, what it is?’ replied the man.

SON: ‘Daddy, how much do you make an hour?’

DAD: ‘That’s none of your business. Why do you ask such a thing?’ the man said angrily.

SON: ‘I just want to know. Please tell me, how much do you make an hour?’

DAD: ‘If you must know, I make $50 an hour.’

SON: ‘Oh,’ the little boy replied, with his head down.

SON: ‘Daddy, may I please borrow $25?’

The father was furious, ‘If the only reason you asked that is so you can borrow some money to buy a silly toy or some other nonsense, then you march yourself straight to your room and go to bed. Think about why you are being so selfish. I don’t work hard everyday for such childish frivolities.’

The little boy quietly went to his room and shut the door.

The man sat down and started to get even angrier about the little boy’s questions. How dare he ask such questions only to get some money?

After about an hour or so, the man had calmed down , and started to think:

Maybe there was something he really needed to buy with that $25.00 and he really didn’t ask for money very often The man went to the door of the little boy’s room and opened the door.

‘Are you asleep, son?’ He asked.

‘No daddy, I’m awake,’ replied the boy.

‘I’ve been thinking, maybe I was too hard on you earlier’ said the man. ‘It’s been a long day and I took out my aggravation on you. Here’s the $25 you asked for.’

The little boy sat straight up, smiling. ‘Oh, thank you daddy!’ he yelled. Then, reaching under his pillow he pulled out some crumpled up bills.

The man saw that the boy already had money, started to get angry again.

The little boy slowly counted out his money, and then looked up at his father.

‘Why do you want more money if you already have some?’ the father grumbled.

‘Because I didn’t have enough, but now I do,’ the little boy replied.

‘Daddy, I have $50 now. Can I buy an hour of your time? Please come home early tomorrow. I would like to

have dinner with you.’

The father was crushed. He put his arms around his little son, and he begged for his forgiveness.

It’s just a short reminder to all of you working so hard in life. We should not let time slip through our fingers without having spent some time with those who really matter to us, those close to our hearts. Do remember to share that $50 worth of your time with someone you love.

If we die tomorrow, the company that we are working for could easily replace us in a matter of hours. But the family & friends we leave behind will feel the loss for the rest of their lives.

death note

http://www.weirdspot.com/index.php/weblog/weird_death_in_england/

 

let’s be honest. with deaths like that. it’s honestly not surprising that death note really exist.
i dunno if this deserves a lol or a sigh

nothing much

dun mind the posts.

when the time ish right.
alternatively u can ask me for it, i MIGHT give.

MIEAOU

name a word that consists of the 5 vowels.
yes it’s MIEAOU!!!!!!!

nah… one of them is education

MIEAOU

devil

You are The Devil

Materiality. Material Force. Material temptation; sometimes obsession

The Devil is often a great card for business success; hard work and ambition.

Perhaps the most misunderstood of all the major arcana, the Devil is not really “Satan” at all, but Pan the half-goat nature god and/or Dionysius. These are gods of pleasure and abandon, of wild behavior and unbridled desires. This is a card about ambitions; it is also synonymous with temptation and addiction. On the flip side, however, the card can be a warning to someone who is too restrained, someone who never allows themselves to get passionate or messy or wild – or ambitious. This, too, is a form of enslavement. As a person, the Devil can stand for a man of money or erotic power, aggressive, controlling, or just persuasive. This is not to say a bad man, but certainly a powerful man who is hard to resist. The important thing is to remember that any chain is freely worn. In most cases, you are enslaved only because you allow it.

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