away

number of things happened here and there

net down for almost a month.

etc etc

so these few weeks i feel like i’m running away from anything possible

even drawing.
just slipping my life through despite things i need to do and settle.

we’ll see..

the season

of missing someone?

maybe not missing.
maybe after watching some emotional anime
maybe just relating
maybe just thinking of the past
maybe nothing to do so think too much

time flies.

sure this season will fly by fast too.

clannad

these few days haven been posting anything despite being pretty accessible to the net.

1st of all after having seen u during fusion
there’s always something i remember about u for the past few days.

bla.

anyway i’ve caught up with most of the major animes i’ve been watching namely:

soul eater
skip beat
clannad after story

was really hesitating to watch clannad after story after i finish the 2 animes above it
cos i know it’s gonna be sad from the movie version i’ve seen

let me think… i believe this is the only anime other than grave of fireflies that made me tear.

from ep 18 all the way to ep 22 there are just some scenes that made me tear.
ep 22 especially so

i nvr finish the novel so i dunno how damn sad the novel is
BUT
to me this is very touching
maybe when it comes to romance/family and themes related to death of someone close
i always have a soft spot for them

not to mention this anime has easily one of the highest animation standards for the past animes i’ve seen
very smooth and fluid movements (quite hard to find in animes) and nice actings

it’s amazing how slice of life it is in the 1st season and the 1st half of this season
and suddenly it just evolves into a huge emotional tidal wave

alright i dunno what to say anymore and it’s getting late.

shall talk more soon.

2 yrs

just wanna record this feeling mmm..

been almost 2 yrs but i must still say.

i still miss the you i loved.

i still avoid you as i see you.

2 yrs past and many things have pretty much changed.

your hair
your dressing
your blog

your personality? not really sure.

i really miss the girl who always wear a light blue and white jacket with jeans.
shoulder length hair.
always trying to cope with assignments

miss the times in library and macs

oh well. been a freaking long long time since i feel this way.
maybe it’s just cause of seeing you around today.

that’s about it

below 100

guess wad

it’s finally below 100!

i woke up yest and i weighed… 99.4 kg according to my scale.

how long has it been… i think got 5-6 yrs nvr reach 2 digit liao.
feels like i’ve been freed

but this is just yet another beginning.

so anyway been gaming alot of joe ken stan jer
gaming always feel good when u do it with friends.

ok…

cosfest… no pics. just some afterthoughts.

overall cosplay standard improved alot i feel.
but singing competition… some is good most is crap.

basically that’s about it…
saw you there… it felt……..
weird. just weird. nothing happened. i mean. it felt like we didnt exist on the same dimension.

but yea things are fine the way it is. no intention of altering it.

freelance’s gonna be done real soon!

taggatron

1] What’s your favorite anime at the present time?

the 1st anime i just thought of is KANOKON. but well technically i’d say gurren lagann

2] Given the chance, what special ability/power would you like to have?

i’d want to have the ability to gain any special powers i want anytime, permanently

3] How do you think about yourself?

it’s a 8 letter word

4] Where is the place that you want to go the most?

wherever mirai is

5] If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?

let mirai be my gf

6] Do you have a crush now?

if mirai is considered as one. yes

7] What are you afraid to lose the most now?

right now? definitely not weight

8] If you win $1 million, what would you do?

i’d…. invest in stocks

9] If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?

yes but not now. if i can meet mirai, yes

10] List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.

starchy. tasty. full of variety

11] Which type of person do you hate the most?

ppl who hate themselves LOL

12] What is your ambition?

conquer the universe

13] If you have fault, would you rather the people around you point out to you or would you rather they keep quiet?

can they point at me and keep quiet?

14] What do you think is the most important in your life?

family? o=

15] Are you a shopaholic or not?

no

16] What is the thing that you really want now?

mirai. big time.

17] Why does it hurt when you punch someone?

wads it?

18] Is there anything that you have done which you regret?

ate too much since childhood

19] Are you hungry right now?

no

20] Do you think that this survey is totally useless?

well… i cant use it in anyway.

3 victims tagged people:

pikachu raichu pichu

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SU POM SU POM SU POM POM

…doing this quiz.
1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc. I use Foobar)
2. Put it on shuffle.
3. Press play.
4. For every question, type the song that’s playing.
5. When you go to a new question, press the next button.
6. Don’t lie

GOGOGOGO, let’s be more honest. last quiz i didnt include those junk words songs (foreign language that winamp cant read LOL)

Opening Credits:
MISIA – Any (really pretty much any)

Waking Up:
Michiru Oshima,Moscow International Symphony Orchestra – Shadows Surrounding Her (it was just a 10s uhh…. sound actually)

First Day At School:
柴咲コウ- かたちあるもの (wah sad song from sekachu. nooooo)

Falling In Love:
AQUA TIMEZ – Present (not bad at all…)

Breaking Up:
Jamie Cullum – 7 Days To Change Your Life (10s will do really)

Prom:
Mitsumune Shinkichi – Final Battle III (uh… nvr been to prom b4)

Life’s OK:
浜崎あゆみ- TO BE (life’s to be okay!)

Driving:
Reunion – Love so divine OST (well it does make little sense)

Getting Back Together:
MAY – サライの風 (um dunno about this)

Wedding:
浜崎あゆみ – Appears

Birth of Child:
Angela Aki – On and On (yeah it just goes on and on~)

Final Battle:
The Beaches – Clashes (well it does sound like a final battle)

Death Scene:
High and Mighty Color – Feel Like Dance (LOL wtf)

Funeral Song:
Ken Hirai – Cry and Smile (pretty cool eh?)

End Credits:
Styx – Mr Roboto (how retro for end credits lol)

It just can’t end like this.
Encore!

During SEX:
Shiraishi Minoru – Otoko no Iki-sama (epic fail.)

heavy rain

watched until ep 8

feeling somehow emotional as i watch on.
i teared at some parts. but not really because of the show that’s sad.

some words really struck me real deeply

Kuwata Keisuke – Ashita hareru kana

明日晴れるかな (Ashita Hareru Kana)/Will It Be Fine Tomorrow

Shouting out for love, with hot tears streaming
Just where have those glorious days disappear to?
If it’s the same tomorrow, wandering on the streets,
There is no turning back from now on

Listening carefully to the voice of my heart
Just what would I probably say to myself?
Now, standing at the dirtied corner of the street,
Looking up in the sky, I will think to myself everytime

Loneliness and the troubles bestowed upon us from God
Just make us cry when we desire to
What will our fate be?
Should we just give up?
It is just like the never-ending magical wonders of the seasons

Oh baby. No, maybe.
Is there no ‘emotion’ without ‘love’?
Free to grieve about it,
For it is the consequence of society

Oh, baby. You’re maybe.
There is no ‘joy’ without ‘love’.
The feeling of happiness
Embrace it dearly one more time

For the sake of loving oneself on some days,
Recall on the beautiful memories that you have
For the life that has yet to unfold from the distant past
Exists to make that one dream of yours come true

Who will open the door to miracles?
Smile, just once more
Have you realized it yet?
The key (to the door) is already
On the palm of your hand

Why, baby? Oh, tell me.
Is there no ‘hate’ without ‘love’?
Free to foresee or not,
In order to protect oneself?

Oh, baby. You’re maybe.
It is not just a little game!!
This broken feeling
Overcome it one more chance

I talk to myself…

Oh, baby. No, maybe.
Is there no ‘emotion’ without ‘love’?
Free to grieve about it,
What is left will only be regret

Oh, baby. Smile, baby.
Life is not for eternity
To themselves, everyone in their heart
Whisper softly

“Will it be fine tomorrow…?”

Beneath the distant sky

lyrics translation from http://flashtrigger.wordpress.com/
dun really know what to say now.

Drama

the drama i cleared in this 2 weeks omfg
ranking in order from top.

14 Sai no Haha And Galileo
Dream Again
Tantei Gakuen Q And Joou no Kyoushitsu
Enka no Joou And Byakuyakou
Hanazakari no Kimitachi e

All of mirai’s drama is shoooo adorable and cute. 14 sai no haha was exception. But there’s where her acting REALLY SHINES. tantei gakuen and dream again is where she’s more grown up and seriously mesmerising! on a serious note, 14 sai no haha kept me panicking from the middle of the story till the end. dream again is quite an interesting drama. joou no kyoushitsu is a warm hearted drama also. MIRAI FTW~

Hell of a guuuud drama! lmao love the catch music everytime the scientist solves a problem. A detective drama in a pretty light hearted manner, very different from what i imagined. definitely recommended

Light hearted, very cute comedy. Kinda like slice of life genre. Quite forgettable but a break from usual ‘density’.

Dark drama and quite an unusual plot. Nice acting from mayuko (who eventually led me to mirai~) yukiho in the story is quite irritating though. nice music

Uh…. Watching this was boring for me. I dunno why ppl say it’s nice but it’s uhhhhhhhhh boring. the fact that super cute horikita maki inside also cant save the story. It’s just plain and common. some comedy inside though. i like dorm 1 leader lmao. he’s quite comical. watch if only have time.

now on my list

currently watching
honey and clover

pending
sapuri
iryu

dunno whether should watch on
our textbook (because my dear mirai died on just ep 1 of it. WTF)